Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Rollercoaster

Oh it's been one of those days.
I feel so tired, and I can't get caught up on sleep...
My emotions have been up and down today.. Typical for that time of the month. I had a pretty good day up until this afternoon. I looked at Sam's facebook and some of her music links. Found a song by 3 Doors Down called Here By Me.. it made me cry. I miss her a lot. A lot more than I feel like I should considering we didn't talk for so many years. I didn't even know the woman she grew up to be... I just remember the 12 year old her and the 15 year old me. I wish I could've known her before she passed. It seems so unfair that we started talking and then less than 3 weeks later she died in a car wreck. Life blows sometimes.